I knew this would happen though. My actual guess for her surgery time was 12:15, and now its looking like she is scheduled for 1:15. So i wasn’t too far off. And it allowed Ben and I to be able to run and fill up on Dunkin Donuts and McDonalds so it was a good …
I have a love/hate, push/pull, attract/repel relationship with NORMAL. My whole life I have tried my very hardest to not be NORMAL, average, plain jane, blend in with the crowd, follow the sheeple. Not that I am not, by many people’s standards, some semblance of normal, but in my own mind, I’m doing things my …
The weather’s bound to change! Or the situation as the case may be. Sure enough, as soon as I hit publish on my last whiney post, in walks Ben, who drove for almost 4 hours (round trip) to come be with me and kendall when he got my text about our craptapular morning. that helped …
Consider yourselves duly warned, and feel free to just shut your browser window now, because i am sure this will not be pretty. Today has just sucked. It started at 1 am with Kendall dropping her sats suddenly in the middle of a pretty good sleep, and when i got to her bedside she was …
Is the drive I think. Driving away from home, towards the hospital. Leaving half of my heart at home with the three who are so excited to see me, thinking i am home for good with kendall, and driving towards the other part of my heart, laying in her hospital crib, yanking her tube out …
