I’m going to have to try to write this quickly. In about an hour Ben will be here with the girls (they spent the night back down in Fort Myers with Ben’s family). and they will take everything that isn’t necessary for me to live in the hospital for the next couple days, and …
When I was young and full of idealistic romantic views about how my life and love would be one day – It never looked anything at all like what my real life is. I loved this quote from Henry David Thoreau and I always “imagined” my life being about me finding myself deep in the …
I’m going to do this. I’m going to pack all four of my babies into the car and we will drive down to where it’s warm and where there is sunshine and there are beaches and the ocean. I am going to lose my mind, multiple times and in multiple ways, but i am going …
Not the drink kind. Well, kind of the drink kind. Except I currently don’t have a drink in my hand. I mean the kind where it’s a bar where everybody knows your name. except it’s not a bar, its the hospital. That’s kind of how it felt yesterday when I wheeled Kendall into our unit …
Dear baby~ I don’t know your name. I don’t know why you were here in the PICU, I don’t know how long you had been here. I know only that today you became an angel. Your room is dark now. Your beautiful pictures and the decorations on your door are gone now. I hope you …
