Oh my baby girl. I miss you so much. I can see you right there in front of me. I can feel your warm skin and feel your chest go up/down, up/down as the machine forces air into and out of your chest. i can feel your heartbeat and i can lean down to your …
Realized that some of my updates may be somewhat confusing to some people, and thought i’d make a video to both help you understand what we are looking at, as well as to preserve it for the princess to understand exactly how very brave and strong she is.It may be a little too graphic for …
That is the best way I can describe Kendall right now. Very very very vulnerable. Sometime yesterday morning (while i was home with the big girls and Ben was up here with Kendall), she started showing us signs that she was not tolerating the infection well. But they were soft signs, things that could be …
Last year, on this very day, Kendall came to the hospital to have her bladder surgery. She apparently has a thing for the PICU in July, who knew?We are hangin out here, waiting. Waiting for the bugs to grow, waiting for her smile to show. Waiting for the lab to call waiting for the shoe …
And so this is what it is like to be Kendall’s mommy. You are shaken awake at 5 am by your husband. He tells you that Kendall says she is cold but feels burning up and her heart rate is in the 160s. You know instantly that this is not good. You leap out of …
