Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist – directs you where to go So make the best of this test and don’t ask “why” It’s not a question but a lesson learned in time It’s something unpredictable that in the end is right i hope you had …
This morning, for the first time in her life, I got to witness my child take her first breath. When she was born, she was whisked away from me because she was not breathing. She was intubated and extubated in the NICU without me there. I’ve never been present any other time she needed to …
Last night on Kendall’s page, I updated that she was very upset at me for singing “Part of Your World” very loudly to her. Her nurses both joined in too, but it was mostly me she was mad at. It gave us all one of those weird “fun” moments you have to carve out in …
When we are in the hospital, life is turned upside down. If you’ve ever been there, you know what I’m talking about. If you have not, you think you can imagine the craziness, but I would just about guarantee it’s even crazier than you can imagine. But many of you do know, and the rest …
Oh my baby girl. I miss you so much. I can see you right there in front of me. I can feel your warm skin and feel your chest go up/down, up/down as the machine forces air into and out of your chest. i can feel your heartbeat and i can lean down to your …
